1. |
Uppers Interlude
02:13
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Put me in the corner
I have not forgotten
All the things I wanna
Say when I am gone
But you
Finding out a treasure
Lives inside a bottle
Doctor says I'm not alright
I think you say so too
You do
Breath is kind of bated
Feeling masticated
Brain is never sated
Never thought I worship you
Heart emaciated
Hunger I created
Drive across the ocean
Fuck, I'll never forget you
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2. |
Dark Room
03:44
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I never wanted this
Just need to get my fix for now
I only wanted more
Scrape it out of the drawer
But how
Tell me how
Tell me how do I get back
Destined for a heart attack
No one knows me in this dark room, sweetheart
Not even you
Walk out a catch a scare
Cops kicked us out of there
Not fair
I hate the time alone
Can't even reach the phone to tell you
I can't tell you
That maybe it isn't that bad
I found myself inside a bag
No one knows me in this dark room, sweetheart
Not even you
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3. |
Tell Me You Love Me
04:02
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Got my mind on the wayside
When I'm trying to get by
Like I'm buying to get high
Living looks so easy when I see it through your eyes
Took a ride on the orange line
Thought I screwed on my head fine
But the voices don't sound right
Telling me my world is a whirlwind jet fire
Think I feel my heartbeat shaking up the handrail
Never fell backwards this time last year
Got this little man just telling me to get some
medicine to help out
Telling him I hear him
So just tell me you love me
and I'll come around
Never knew I was falling
'till I hit the ground
It's so hard to find you
when I can't find myself
So just tell me you love me
Love me now
Tried living on your side
Looking for the sunshine
Can't remember that night
Wasting away never felt so alright
Caught a bus on the weekend
Went to bed with you my friend
Or just stay up talking
Distract and attract
No attack if I'm sleeping
Think I feel my heartbeat shaking up the handrail
Never fell backwards this time last year
Got this little man just splitting up a cab ride
Telling me I owe him seven dollars, whoa
So just tell me you love me
and I'll come around
Never knew I was falling
'till you pinned me down
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4. |
Feasible World
03:36
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Listen up, it's about that time
that I take what I have
and I throw it out the window
Chase the loss with a bottle of wine
So divine
Like the glass that I broke that night
and I think that I laid down in the gazebo
I saw the stars with my eyes closed
But we say so it goes
At the edge of your feasible world
One day I will quit this life
and this heist for my soul
will fall into the ether
I'll chase the loss with a cigarette
But it's not over yet
Filling up my speech with regret
ignoring all the holes
that have been poked through me
If I am not intact
You know how I'll react
At the edge of your feasible world
The difference between
not wanting to be somewhere
and not wanting to be
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5. |
Downers Interlude
01:34
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6. |
Slump
04:22
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You got a car
It don't got no plates
It stays in park
In the place you hate
It's cold outside
So we smoke in it
Your friends are nice
Hang my head out the door
When I feel it hit
Let's leave when I'm sober
When it's over
We can sleep in the trunk
But it could never happen
the way you want it to
You wanna run away
You can't drive 'cross the ocean, baby
For now it's late
I'm in the place you hate
Maybe
I'll try for you
It only hurts when I wake up breathing
I want it too
I think you're my favorite reason
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7. |
Heart on Sleeve
03:10
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You found me waiting
I'm not done yet
I'm the narrator
Here's my story
You're surprised that
I keep going
I don't mind it
I'm not done yet
Got my makeup on
I painted myself up just for show
Now I find myself missing people
I don't even know
I'll make excuses
like "I'm not like that"
Words that I heard
But I endorse that
Like we're some brat pack
I'm stumbling right back
Carry on using
Out of my backpack
Died my hair yellow
Got tired of the way I got seen
They'll never find me if I hide here
in the strands that fell between
Couldn't stand up today
Tomorrow will be better I'm sure
Tell everyone I'm doing fine
and just give me a little more
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8. |
Poughkeepsie
04:10
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I'm okay with me for now
Five days in, no way out
It's too late to not be drunk and
please don't wait
I'll let you down and
What if I can't change for you
Poughkeepsie
Will you be okay without me
There's never been a master plan
in which I've been a better man
I won't say my thoughts out loud
Left your stage without a bow
It's not alright to treat you this way
I'm afraid you'll leave me someday
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9. |
Prozac Interlude
01:45
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10. |
Cardboard in the Snow
02:49
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Can I throw up in your bathroom
I won't make a mess
I know that I overdid it
It's just a habit I guess
And you can watch me go
on my cardboard in the snow
It won't hurt so bad
if you don't think about me
If you let me go, just let me know
Can I overdose in your mom's room
I'll just lay there and stare
I don't feel as bad as I used to
But there's still nothing for me here
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11. |
Arkansas Alcohol
07:30
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Thirteen years since we last spoke
Running circles 'round my throat
When Arkansas don't feel like home
Cut your hair and light a smoke
You're the one I know the most
I'm taking acid with your ghost
When alcohol don't feel like home
Try amphetamine and coke
If I'm a liar, you're my host
They say I look like you, I know
But I don't know what it means
Oh no, I don't
Victimize my life until I die
'Cause God don't ever listen when you cry
You're a martyr boy
You're the holy fucking son
You hurt everyone that you've ever loved
I can't be felt again anymore
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12. |
Therapy
04:01
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On my back and trying to sleep
No light in the room
Looking down at my chest
Glow in the dark tattoos
Got a skull on my ribcage
Jack-o-lantern on my stomach
Staring up at me
Looking down at it
You made me into a man
When you made me a woman
Halloween at fourteen
You called my name and I came running
And I understand you now
The way I never could then
Breaking mirrors on your wall
Hell, I've been there now, my friend
I wanna know how you fought it
Scared you buried it in me
'Cause I make this valiant effort
And it still gets the best of me
Now you've found your happy sex
And I'm just fucking with myself
Don't wanna live in here
Don't wanna die in hell
Hours into trying to sleep
Feel the weight of what I do
It always feels inevitable
Was it like that for you?
If you're thinking of me now
Just know that I'm okay
I'm gonna talk to someone soon
They're gonna tell me what to say
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COYOTE HOTLINE Boston, Massachusetts
Coyote Hotline is the solo project of 21-year-old multi-instrumentalist Graham Crolley.
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