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Therapy

by COYOTE HOTLINE

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1.
Put me in the corner I have not forgotten All the things I wanna Say when I am gone But you Finding out a treasure Lives inside a bottle Doctor says I'm not alright I think you say so too You do Breath is kind of bated Feeling masticated Brain is never sated Never thought I worship you Heart emaciated Hunger I created Drive across the ocean Fuck, I'll never forget you
2.
Dark Room 03:44
I never wanted this Just need to get my fix for now I only wanted more Scrape it out of the drawer But how Tell me how Tell me how do I get back Destined for a heart attack No one knows me in this dark room, sweetheart Not even you Walk out a catch a scare Cops kicked us out of there Not fair I hate the time alone Can't even reach the phone to tell you I can't tell you That maybe it isn't that bad I found myself inside a bag No one knows me in this dark room, sweetheart Not even you
3.
Got my mind on the wayside When I'm trying to get by Like I'm buying to get high Living looks so easy when I see it through your eyes Took a ride on the orange line Thought I screwed on my head fine But the voices don't sound right Telling me my world is a whirlwind jet fire Think I feel my heartbeat shaking up the handrail Never fell backwards this time last year Got this little man just telling me to get some medicine to help out Telling him I hear him So just tell me you love me and I'll come around Never knew I was falling 'till I hit the ground It's so hard to find you when I can't find myself So just tell me you love me Love me now Tried living on your side Looking for the sunshine Can't remember that night Wasting away never felt so alright Caught a bus on the weekend Went to bed with you my friend Or just stay up talking Distract and attract No attack if I'm sleeping Think I feel my heartbeat shaking up the handrail Never fell backwards this time last year Got this little man just splitting up a cab ride Telling me I owe him seven dollars, whoa So just tell me you love me and I'll come around Never knew I was falling 'till you pinned me down
4.
Listen up, it's about that time that I take what I have and I throw it out the window Chase the loss with a bottle of wine So divine Like the glass that I broke that night and I think that I laid down in the gazebo I saw the stars with my eyes closed But we say so it goes At the edge of your feasible world One day I will quit this life and this heist for my soul will fall into the ether I'll chase the loss with a cigarette But it's not over yet Filling up my speech with regret ignoring all the holes that have been poked through me If I am not intact You know how I'll react At the edge of your feasible world The difference between not wanting to be somewhere and not wanting to be
5.
6.
Slump 04:22
You got a car It don't got no plates It stays in park In the place you hate It's cold outside So we smoke in it Your friends are nice Hang my head out the door When I feel it hit Let's leave when I'm sober When it's over We can sleep in the trunk But it could never happen the way you want it to You wanna run away You can't drive 'cross the ocean, baby For now it's late I'm in the place you hate Maybe I'll try for you It only hurts when I wake up breathing I want it too I think you're my favorite reason
7.
You found me waiting I'm not done yet I'm the narrator Here's my story You're surprised that I keep going I don't mind it I'm not done yet Got my makeup on I painted myself up just for show Now I find myself missing people I don't even know I'll make excuses like "I'm not like that" Words that I heard But I endorse that Like we're some brat pack I'm stumbling right back Carry on using Out of my backpack Died my hair yellow Got tired of the way I got seen They'll never find me if I hide here in the strands that fell between Couldn't stand up today Tomorrow will be better I'm sure Tell everyone I'm doing fine and just give me a little more
8.
Poughkeepsie 04:10
I'm okay with me for now Five days in, no way out It's too late to not be drunk and please don't wait I'll let you down and What if I can't change for you Poughkeepsie Will you be okay without me There's never been a master plan in which I've been a better man I won't say my thoughts out loud Left your stage without a bow It's not alright to treat you this way I'm afraid you'll leave me someday
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10.
Can I throw up in your bathroom I won't make a mess I know that I overdid it It's just a habit I guess And you can watch me go on my cardboard in the snow It won't hurt so bad if you don't think about me If you let me go, just let me know Can I overdose in your mom's room I'll just lay there and stare I don't feel as bad as I used to But there's still nothing for me here
11.
Thirteen years since we last spoke Running circles 'round my throat When Arkansas don't feel like home Cut your hair and light a smoke You're the one I know the most I'm taking acid with your ghost When alcohol don't feel like home Try amphetamine and coke If I'm a liar, you're my host They say I look like you, I know But I don't know what it means Oh no, I don't Victimize my life until I die 'Cause God don't ever listen when you cry You're a martyr boy You're the holy fucking son You hurt everyone that you've ever loved I can't be felt again anymore
12.
Therapy 04:01
On my back and trying to sleep No light in the room Looking down at my chest Glow in the dark tattoos Got a skull on my ribcage Jack-o-lantern on my stomach Staring up at me Looking down at it You made me into a man When you made me a woman Halloween at fourteen You called my name and I came running And I understand you now The way I never could then Breaking mirrors on your wall Hell, I've been there now, my friend I wanna know how you fought it Scared you buried it in me 'Cause I make this valiant effort And it still gets the best of me Now you've found your happy sex And I'm just fucking with myself Don't wanna live in here Don't wanna die in hell Hours into trying to sleep Feel the weight of what I do It always feels inevitable Was it like that for you? If you're thinking of me now Just know that I'm okay I'm gonna talk to someone soon They're gonna tell me what to say

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released April 29, 2017

Music, lyrics, recording, and production by Graham Crolley
Track 12 recording and production, wisdom, guidance, and support by Patrick Burns
Album cover photography by Nathanael King

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COYOTE HOTLINE Boston, Massachusetts

Coyote Hotline is the solo project of 21-year-old multi-instrumentalist Graham Crolley.

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